What a mess?

What a mess I've made. I blogged last week because I like to be transparent. However, I should have considered the feelings of others and I did not. I was very self focused and I was somewhat tryin to remind myself of a journey I am on and using it as a comfort to my somewhat hurt heart. This was not the best choice to make and I should have worded it differently perhaps. This has been a very long year for me and I have been quite a job to be friends with. I have had many people standing in the gap. And that has been a comfort to me. I do know that people can grow tired when so much work is required. And it is no fun thing to be seen in this way, that being said it was where I was and what I felt. I am not a victim. And i had kind of adopted that stance in the last few months. I am walking by faith, and at times it looks more like a drunken crawl than a walk, but still I'm moving forward. I do not have the right to hurt anyone in this life or this walk so All I can do is say I was wrong. If I hurt you I am sorry. Being hurt does not give the right to hurt others. Now then that being said, how about a little more God focus and a little less Jill focus? God bless and keep you, Jill