Thursday, July 17, 2014
Better and better
This week started out kinda rough. Had to take care of some things and stand up for myself, and friends sometimes that's hard! But, if I say I'm going to stop striving and live happy that means in all areas of my life. I don't want to constantly be worrying what people think and how they feel about me. Am I smart enough, am I good at what I do, am I a good fit for this. So I decided just to ask. I need to make some decisions in my life and in order to do that I need to know where I stand before making any moves. Y'all asking these questions was difficult, but I want to live more honestly and I want to stop being whatever I think other people want me to be or being what I need to be to fit in. See God created me to fit in somewhere without changing. And that's where I want to be. And that's where I want to live. Well since that day and tears shed, each day this week has been better than the last. It's been great! I heard some truths I needed to hear and also got some much needed atta-girls. We were able to work out some issues that needed to be addressed and corrected. And it was all handled in a way the Father would have been proud of. I'm trying very hard to live more spirit led and less emotion led. And as such I have been making some more grown up decisions. And God has been rewarding me for it. See He will bless those walking in His will. If you are living to please others and not the Father it might be time for you to reevaluate as well. I want to live genuinely and be confident in my walk. Psalm 71:5 for you have been my hope, Sovereign Lord, my confidence since my youth.
God bless and keep you, Ms. Jill
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