Thursday, July 3, 2014

The why...

" I just want to see you happy, everything else will fall into place." Yes, I'm quoting my hubby. And yes he means every word of this. He is confident in who he is. He is confident enough to say big beautiful things don't change me and neither does not having them. Having people approve of me doesn't change who I am and neither does their disapproval. For a day I would love to live in his head and see how it all works. =] but in all seriousness! he knows who he is. God told him. He believed it. End of story. God doesn't have to continually remind him. So why does he always have to remind me. I don't ever doubt his love for me, but I struggle with the why. I mess up time and time again and He loves me! He created this amazing man to remind me of what He says in Romans 8:38 and I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God's love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow- not even the powers of hell can separate us from God's love. So there you have it. Rick's confidence doesn't lie with his goodness it lies with God's goodness. He's got that knowledge deep inside him. I want to stop relying on what Jill brings to this because mine is flawed. I want some of that good deep cellular knowledge, that God loves me because of Him... Not because of me..... I am good enough because of Him..... Not because of me.... And when He speaks words of life and love into me? I think I'll believe Him. And I think you should too. God bless and keep you Ms. Jill

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