Perfect Fit!

There have been many times in my life when I feel I don't belong. I'm going through one of those times now. Not good enough. You just don't fit. You're not that important or necessary. Satan is good at what he does. He knows my struggles just like he knows yours. But I have a God who's bigger than this. I know where I fit. I fit with Rick, and my boys. He placed me here We share the same kinda weird. It's a good thing. We celebrated Mother's Day today.(Sunday is Mimi's day) And we did nothing special, we napped and they made me a steak dinner and cheesecake, and we watched a movie. It was great. I love them, and if I fit nowhere else. I fit here. I am THE MOMMA. They love me, they get me, and they think I'm awesome! How insane is that? And here I am worrying over things and people that make no difference. I don't mean that in a bad way, I love people! I do! I love to be loved! I love to be needed. I don't know anyone who doesn't. But, I will not fit some places. Even if you feel called to something you will watch someone else do it. They look the part. They are a better fit. Well, if I have to change to fit then it's not for me. At these times, I may be where I'm not supposed to be. In fact probably am. And I am ok with that, because for now it's where God has placed me. But, as long as these three remain. My God, My husband, and My boys these are the places I fit. This is where I am meant to be! So if you find yourself feeling a little lost, or trying to find your identity in the wrong people or places. Ask for discernment. He'll show you who and what he wants for you. And don't be silly like me trying to fit in the wrong place, instead enjoy the gifts he's given you! And as for Rick, Chance, and Hayden, thanks for teaching me home and belonging, and Love!!!